In the middle of a sea of yellow flowers in the garden is my husband, Kardi. “You told me you liked these flowers before.” A sweet man who remembers words spoken in the past and makes a field filled with daffodils. Even if it could be quite selfish, I’m happy everyday knowing that I won’t lose you. Even if I die on your behalf. “I’ve never regretted being your partner.” “Of the thirty years I’ve lived, these 10 years with you have been the happiest.” People would call it a tragedy, but the most peaceful time of my life was my time spent with you. “I love you, Kardi.” Even if I go back in time, what I have to do is decided. I’m going to meet Kardi again.